It happened.

It happened without my permission.
It happened without my okay.
It happened without me really accepting it.
I'm graduating in June.
Who said that I was allowed to be in grade 12? I'm much too young. I'm not mature enough.
I always thought the grade 12's were leaders who had it all together. They were mature and so adult-like.
Not like me. I'm not any of what I thought they were.
Maybe they all felt like me. Maybe they were scared. Maybe they felt immature and not ready for it all to happen quite yet. Maybe they didn't have it all together.
I'm graduating in June.
Who said that I shouldn't be in grade 12? I'm practically an adult now. I'm mature. I'm a leader. I have it all together.
Maybe it's okay to feel this way. Maybe it's okay to be scared. Maybe it's okay to feel immature and not ready for it all to happen quite yet. Maybe it's okay to not have it all together.
I'm graduating in June. :)